I am not a fan of February 14th.
I'm not going to sit here and be a downer and say "I hate Valentine's Day, it's a dumb holiday" or "It's Singles Awareness Day" or "It's so commercialized and not worth the fluctuation in the economy." Sure, if you want to celebrate it by spending extra money and time with the ones you love, whether it be a friend or significant other, go right ahead; there's nothing I can do to stop you.
No, I have a different story.
On this day nine years ago, my mom was diagnosed with cancer. I was only in fifth grade, and the only thing I knew was that cancer could kill. I was so very afraid for my mom's life, I absolutely could not imagine carrying out my own life without her because there were so many things left unlearned and unsaid.
But nine years later, she's cancer free and has been for a few years now. I thank God everyday for giving her the strength and courage to fight this ugly disease, and for all of her friends and family that had stood beside her in that battle. I thank him for not taking her away from my brother, dad, and I, because I know that not all families are able to say so.
This day is dedicated to you, Mom, and don't you ever think that you "ruined Valentine's Day for me." I love you, with all of my heart, and I value every day I get to see you, laugh with you, talk on the phone, tell you all my stories, share my secrets, and watch Glee and hockey for hours on end. You're my best friend. <3
That's so sad that your Mom had cancer but I'm so happy to hear she's okay. :)
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